Hmm. This is sad to see.
I know I spend my spare time working on the YT channel, but I was always in awe at what you had built here.
As @Road Hog Mad has said, you may regret this.
I'd pause for a couple of months and if you still feel the same way then obviously go for it.
Your cab ( like everyone else's ) is one of a kind and yours is pretty damn unique in a very good way.