I have said it many times that a fruit machine addict (and yes I've been there) actually WANTS to lose. It’s a kind of self-punishment!!
Winning on a fruit machine no longer gives the buzz as it should and only prolongs the agony of wanting to get rid of your cash as fast as possible because we all know that it'll end up being put straight back in.
I know a chap who recons he's a pro-gambler and never loses - yeah right!! He came to my door one day waving three grand in cash saying look what I won last night, six Jackpots on machines like Rainbow Riches, Elvis & Reelking etc...... Within another two days it'd all gone plus a good wedge besides. This isn't some numb nut, he's a highly qualified bloke in his 50s with a wife and family but the trouble is he lived within walking distance of the arcades, it was all too easy just to nip round. A few months later he admitted his massive addiction and took the huge step of moving house simply to get away from temptation as he was about to lose everything. I kind of lost touch with him for a while until the other day when I heard that he now drives 50 miles plus almost every day just to play the machines again. How can you help someone who’s that addicted? It’s a sad state of affairs.
I live within walking distance of some seaside arcades and occasionally pop in, more to help with emulation than anything else but I'm fully aware that it wouldn't take much to take me down that dark path again. I like to kid myself that I have it under control now which is kind of true I suppose as I've not gone mental for years but I'm under no illusion that gambling is in my blood and probably always will be.
I'd advise anyone who recognises they have a problem PLEASE just TALK TO SOMEONE and tell them. There is no shame in admitting an addiction and talking about it really helps. If need be, get professional help. Some of the chaps on here and the other fruit machine forums have been through the same problems, some are still very much experiencing the pain of addiction and living a miserable existence because of it. If that's you, all I can say is you’re not alone and if you want some good help and advice then this is a good place to start.