I'd go along with this to a point wearecity, yes we've all (hopefully!) moved on but some of the shit I got up to 'under the influence' of gambling addiction still makes my skin crawl TBH.
What I can do now is separate the machines from the addict, so I can review machines like Eastenders and Coronation Street, and appreciate them as really well designed AWPs, because addiction was my fault, not Maygay's. (Where I do still get angry with the manufacturers though, is all the 'doable' machines they produced which unless you were in the minority of clued up 'pros', would absolutely take you to the cleaners. Thinking back, a lot of my worst reactions to fruit machines were when I got absolutely smacked in the face by a fruit machine that, with the benefit of hindsight, had clearly been 'done'.)
TBH I'm just grateful I survived, many times in my twenties I honestly didn't think I'd live to see my 30th birthday, and I didn't particularly want to either. (Without the family and friends I was so lucky to have, those who stuck with me through the absolute worst of it, and of course Mrs Degsy, I'd have been pushing up daisies a long time ago.)
I'll get to this stuff in the Gambling Low Ebbs videos. SPOILER ALERT - They will not be feelgood stories.